MOORE, kain eli

[kain eli watson]

KAIN ELI MOORE

NAME: kain eli moore
NICKNAME:"If you can make a nickname out of kain then... go for it... I guess."
AGE : "I'm eighteen."
GENDER: Male
ORIENTATION:"I'm ashamed to say that I like guys. I've liked guys since... forever."
GRADE LEVEL: senior

EVERYTHING ELSE

"I'm sort of... an outcast I guess. I never really wanted friends. They were there if I did want them, when you're involved in band like I was from a small age friends were usually right there. I just... I'm quiet. I'm really awkward to. I don't like it, but that's the way I am.

I apologize a lot. I'm sorry for a lot of things, being alive, breathing, hearing, dropping things, you name it. I'm clumsy so I always seem to be apologizing for one thing or another. I used to fall down a lot as a kid. I broke my arm once or twice, my dad liked to say it was because I was doing "little boy things", I didn't care. I was just glad to have made it down the stairs without breaking more than my arm.

When I was growing up my dad wanted me to be involved in sports. I just... didn't like sports. I liked reading and music and art and clothes. I think I played with my little sister's music toys more than she did. My dad thought I was really weird, but he let me do whatever, I guess. It wasn't until I was twelve that my parents got me my first set of drums. I was the happiest kid ever. I practiced on those things so much my parents had to set hours for their sanity. Not long later though, my parents helped me purchase an electronic drum set... Well, it wasn't too too long ago...

Oh family! My parents were really cool. My mom isn't old compared to a lot of people's parents. I guess she made a lot of mistakes when she was growing up... I wasn't a planned kid, but that's okay. My dad is cool. He cares a lot about what people think. He's got some high position at a big law firm, so I guess it makes sense. They're both pretty religious too. Mom always said I helped her find God. My little sister is five years younger than me. She's cool, she's loud and sometimes a little annoying... I feel bad calling her that. She's nice, she's there for me even if she's young and doesn't understand a whole lot. My kitty squirrel is basically my son. He's kind of mean, but it's okay. He's cranky though.

My reason for being here is bad. I've known for a long time that I liked boys. I knew my parents wouldn't like it so I kept it a secret, it worked out nicely until this guy and I started "going out." We were really discreet. One time though, I knew my parents were out and weren't going to be back. He came over and we were on the couch making out and yeah. My parents came home and my dad was mad, and my mom was my mom... And yeah. Dad sent me here. I don't blame them though. I guess it's gross, I can't help it though. Mom says she'll love me even when I go to hell because of it. Dad thought he could fix it though. I love my mom, but my dad is mean sometimes. Don't get me wrong, I love my mom and my dad, but my mom is a little cooler about it... I guess. I dunno how to describe it.

I don't think I did a good job of explaining so here is some things I like:
I really like cats. They're my favorite animal, they're soft and fuzzy and they don't care about a lot of things. I guess... Sometimes I wish I wouldn't care about a lot of stuff, but it's not something I can really change, so I'll live. I don't think I'll even mind when I end up alone, I'll just get some kitties. It'll be fun.

I also really like drums. I love how loud they are. I think they're one of the most important instruments in a band. They keep everyone else on track sometimes, and I dunno... I just like percussion in general. It's a fun sort of musical area.

My favorite color is red, I like banana pudding, my favorite series of books is Harry Potter, I love to read, I really like doodling (although I'm no good at drawing), I like glasses, I like shirtless men, I like pokemon, I love music, stuff like that and a lot of stuff.

Here are some things I really don't like:
I don't like blushing. Oh how I hate blushing. I'm pale to begin with and blushing is just highlighted. I blush when I fall, which is a lot. I blush when I knock things over, which is also a lot. I blush when I get caught staring blankly, mess up, drop things, and you get the point. I get embarrassed easily.

I hate being clumsy. I have so many scars on my body from being a klutz. I'm like a teenage boy that will never grow into his body. I'm just so awkward. I drop things, I mess things up, I'm just an accident waiting to happen. It's sad. It really is. I always follow it up an apology, which is almost as bad as blushing AND being clumsy.

I dislike falling, I hate being embarrassed, I hate liking boys, I don't like disappointing people, I really don't like being late, I detest messing up, I don't like school, I hate getting my glasses dirty, I don't like messes, I hate when people make fun of me and a lot of other stuff.

THE TRUE FACTS

NAME/ALIAS: meg
AGE: eighteen. >>
EXPERIENCE:six years? three cheers for being old... I guess.
HOW YOU FOUND US: aaaalyssa.

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